[F4 lounge post]

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[in which we have private F4 times]

Comments

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But you were my... I'm just really grateful for everything you've done for me.

[sitting!]

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Mm.

[running upstairs and returning a minute later with a spray bottle, scissors, and a sheet, which is getting draped around her shoulders]

[weedoverflowers.livejournal.com]

[... whut]

All of these things... they've been in the Lounge all along?

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Su~pri~ses~

[although you it's actually a bed sheet. taking the spray bottle to dampen her hair]

[weedoverflowers.livejournal.com]

[trying to sit still, but sighing a little]

Hanazawa Rui...

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Mm?

[weedoverflowers.livejournal.com]

You keep changing the subject, but I don't think you're finished talking about Aeris yet.

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...

...

No? What do I have left to say?

[continuing to wet her hair]

[weedoverflowers.livejournal.com]

About why you're upset... I mean it should be obvious, but I think there's more to it than that.

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Do you.

[combing her hair]

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[noddi-- o..ow my hair, abandon nodding]

I do. And it's important that you talk about it, right? Otherwise you'll still feel sad...

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Shouldn't I feel sad?

[weedoverflowers.livejournal.com]

That's not what I mean.

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Then?

[she is now disabled from turning around by the fact that the scissors are outttt]

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[sitting stiiiiiill]

If I could have begged her to stay for Hanazawa Rui's sake, I would have. Because being around her, you seemed happier. Kind of like when you were with Shizuka-san.

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[snip snip]

It wouldn't have changed anything. Aeris didn't choose to leave.

[but these are definitely 'thank you' hairpets, not haircutting ones]

[weedoverflowers.livejournal.com]

But because she didn't choose to go herself... that's why you're so sad, isn't it?

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Mm.

[snip snip]

She had no regrets. But she left everything behind.

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Everything?

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Yeah.

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And because Hanazawa Rui is a really kind person, you're upset for her, right? Even if she didn't have regrets herself, it's not fair.

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Mm.

[weedoverflowers.livejournal.com]

[tearing up on your behalf then T__T]

It must be painful...

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I'm sad.

[putting down the scissors and kneeling in front of her]

Don't do that.

[weedoverflowers.livejournal.com]

[crying very unprettily and scrubbing at her eyes]

I'm sorry, but-- [SNIFFLE] just thinking about how sad you must feel... [SNIFFLE] somehow I can't help it... [SNIFFLE] I-I'll be okay in a- [hiccup] a second.