But even then, it's not like we had to go along with it, y'know? Mighta been easier, but ya can't say anyone was really forced to do anythin'. 'Cept it's stuff that ya wouldn't do if it weren't for the bond and all, right? So when it's gone again there's still all the stuff you did, even though now you wouldn't do any of it. You're still rememberin' it, but even if it made sense then, the way ya think about it's different now.