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[bookoverflowers]

[if he's being honest with himself, he's still angry. accepting, but angry. so there's no music coming out of boys' 21 today, just silence. rui is curled up on the bed, reading, and waiting for a knock he's still not sure is going to come]

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[powerisyours]

[ def. not going to have a feelsplosion on you ]

I think mostly I just grew up.

[bookoverflowers]

[shrugs a little, still playing with your hair]

Growing up is deciding what's worth hurting for. One part, anyway.

[powerisyours]

And realizing that it's not just the big things that matter.

[bookoverflowers]

That too.

Doesn't sound like this is a small thing though.

[powerisyours]

It's a lot of small things all at the same time.

[bookoverflowers]

Mm. Sometimes that's worse.

[leans his head against yours, because he can appreciate that your day sounds shittier than his]

[powerisyours]

It's--something.

[ good this means he can kind of squirm around a little and just ruffle his fingers through your hair ]

[bookoverflowers]

Mm.

[sighs a little. someone definitely straightens his hair, but hairpets are good and this is turning into a proper cuddle]

Don't get bitter, though.

[powerisyours]

[ he fully approves of these cuddles ]

Bitter is for gourds and shrunken old men.

[bookoverflowers]

[excellent, they will become even more cuddly then]

True enough.

[powerisyours]

[ do like cuddles so he's just rolling closer and pressing his cheek to your shoulder ]

I can deal with grumpy, though.

[bookoverflowers]

[chuckles a little and wraps his arms around you]

Grumpy's okay.

[powerisyours]

You're allowed to be, too.

[ good that means I can just sling an arm over your waist and be lazy ]

[bookoverflowers]

Always am.

[works for him]

[powerisyours]

But where's Doc and Dopey?

[bookoverflowers]

No Doc. Dopey's at home with Bashful.

[powerisyours]

Ah, well. I think Doc's over at the Big House.

[bookoverflowers]

That so?

[powerisyours]

Well, that's where he lives.

[bookoverflowers]

Makes sense, then.

[powerisyours]

Mm. Where he should be.

[ you know what makes this even better? more cuddles ]

[bookoverflowers]

[more cuddles more better. thus, every cuddle]

Mm.

[powerisyours]

[ all of the cuddles

mostly because I still don't feel like talking ]

[bookoverflowers]

[guy who sucks at talking will let you keep not talking for a little while]

[powerisyours]

[ I'm great at talking

just not when my head is so far underground I can't see daylight ]